October 28, 2009

Just boogie those boobies.

Hello.


Im fucking damn lost weh.

Should I..
Continue ignoring him or reply his texts & answer his calls?
What if he doesnt reply, or stop calling me anymore?
What if he was just playing around?
Just to see whether I care for him?


October 27, 2009

Superhuman.

I want to breathe the same air with you,
When I wake up, I want you to be the one I see first.

Being with you that night was the hardest thing to believe.
Somehow, I just wished I could stay with you forever until I open my eyes wide & see the real fact.
You couldnt be the one for me, I know.

October 26, 2009

Stop, Freeze, wth (?)

Hello.

I had the worst terrifying fight ever.



Honestly, you say mean things to me which made me cry at night wondering what I did to you until you can say something so heartless. I've never had mean intentions towards you. I've even tried my best to be a nice friend & always be there for you. But like you said I hv no dignity. So if you cant accept me fr who I am , then better yet dnt call me your friend. I accepted you fr who you are, being mean towards me & all, Im okay with it even though I fight back because I believe so tht I do hv the rights to whenever you hurt my feelings. You embarrassed me sometimes in front of our friends & Im still okay. You treated me like shit but still when you hv problems Im the one who you come running to. But since Im just the girl who's so bitchy & you cant stand me then okay. At least Im being myself, & just trying to be a good friend.



Im just saying wht I feel.

October 24, 2009

Happy 24th,

Hello.

Should be one year & six months now.

It was a regret talking to you, & disbelieve you could such a rude pig. Cant believe Im actually still counting even it doesnt bring us anywhere. Oh well, you really did put a spell.

Flying Fishes Anybody?

Hello.

I miss writing. A lot , sigh.



ST Canteen

Andrea : Jom pergi cari ikan.
Aniza : Jom! But nak ikan goreng ke ikan curry ke ikan hidup lagi?
Andrea : No no, ikan yang boleh terbang. We kena tangkap.
Aniza : Oh? Ada ke ikan terbang?
Andrea : Ada, belambak weh -.-
Aniza : Macam mana nak tangkap?
Andrea : Kita kena terbang lah jugak.
Aniza : Oh, cun. Bila?
Andrea : After school.
Aniza : *tesengeh-sengeh* OKAY!
Andrea & Joanne : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Aniza : Apahal? -_-

October 14, 2009

I swearrrr like I sweat.

Hello.


MIGRAINE,


Has been by my side like shitzz. Studying too much are also like shit. Whats more like shit when you dont have the voice to scream at all those pathetic losers to shut their mouth up? Tell me,

how?

October 13, 2009

No war, Yes peace.

My blog is practically dead already.
I wont be blogging much kot? I have nothing to tell. I have lost my blogging mojo. So yeaah, that's it.
Anyways, today and yesterday WASNT fun at all.
He was sadly alive in my mind which I thought of going on Ebay & find a gun to put in my mind & shoot him in there. But pffth? Logically, I cant. Bodoh.
I just feel like locking myself in the toilet all over again like what I did at Zai's house. The first time in my life, I actually felt so in peace.
Despite the tears & the feelings, but there it was, the place where I could actually let my so untempting feelings out, the toilet.
There werent voices, no one to judge or label me.
I felt like I was the only human alive in the world, until Zaiti knocked on the door & forced me to open up.
She was the only one who could actually be a real friend.
the one who's more gone-through-this-crap type of friend.
She went in the toilet & hugged me real tight, & calm me down.
God, thinking about it again just wants to make me cry. Thinking about how useless I was to just give it up like that. I could just have speak my mind out & I bet I would be in a better direction than wasting my tears.

In the end I still say,

I dont want to have regrets in life.

October 12, 2009

Just For Laughs : )

Post untuk hari ini, kita akan kutuk mengutuk orang famous. HAHAHA


Akon

Lisa : In the video of beautiful, he wore all black & the background was also black, all you could see was his shiny white teeth. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Lutfi : Akon nak datang Malaysia kan? Dia dah lah hitam, datang sini lagi lah hitam. LMAO.

Tash : Akon looks so oily, he can use the oil from his body to wax cars.

Adam Lambert

Lisa : Adam's just as gay as Homer Simpsons & Spongebob square pants. I wonder who is his gay partner. Kris Allen maybe?


Robert Pattinson

Tash : Lets start with the hair, has he never heard of a comb? Its those things with bristles that you use to brush your hair. Plus, he's so damn pale, he doesnt need make up to actually look like a vampire.

Lady GaGa

Divya : Well for starters, I dont even know if her hair is real. It looks like it might be made out of fibreglass. When someone comes at you with a knife, you can just break some off and cucuk the idiot. Someone needs to buy her a pants. You would think she has enough money, but looks like she doesnt.

Jonas Brothers

Divya : They cant pull of skinny pants. They should have a stylist.



*The rest is coming soon.

Grow Up,

Hello

There's this room at the girl's toilet in my school. That room is what I call the 'Confession Room', (very dramatic, I know HAHA) cause all over the wall there will be names people judging, saying this crap that crap. Pffth. It amuses me whenever I get in there & read it. But somehow, I never expected my name to be there, until today, one of my classmate saw two girls writing my name & Emylya's. I wont get surprised if it was one of my friends, HAHAA & guess what, unexpectedly yes, one of them was a close friend of mine. I havent been in that room for days, so I decided to go & check it out. I went in the stinking toilet & straight to the room. Right there. I stepped my left foot in, & turned my head left, right, back, there, I saw thought-would-be-big name of mine, 'Andrea motherfucking bithass'. Yes, I wrote it exactly how she wrote it. Without the 'C'. I thought I would just burst into tears after turning all around the room staring at my name & Emylya's.
But I actually laughed my ass off, after thinking that this person who wrote it actually feels like doing some kind of TAK JADI revenge to me until they forgot how the spell bitch.
I mean dude, its not that hard to write a 'c', no? HAHA While reading some others, I saw again, my name. Right around the corner of the wall saying 'If you have the pussy, come now & see me. You know who I am.' Of course that burned the smoking fire out of me. So I went to search for her, & tah-da, she's in the hall for the book fair crap. I stared at her, & she stared at me back, she suddenly seemed like she just pooped in her pants. I wanted to laugh but hello? I was in the middle of a serious problem (kot). Oh well, it was just a short conversation I had with her. All she had to say that I was the one who bitch around, & Im the who started first by writing her name on the wall. My dear girl who's unbrained, let me tell you something specific, I am not the only human being in the whole entire world that hates you. Wait, define the word hate. I loathe you. There could be more than one, aint it? I just dont understand, why me? Why must I be the victim, that you say guilty just because someone wrote your name in the toilet an idiot? In STPD, there are three thousand student, & still, why me?
Hmm, why should I even want to crack my head when its so obvious that you're just jealous of me because of being the superficial bitch, & you're just out of the lead of being a loathe homo.
Dear dear, it wasnt my fault that our friendship didnt work out. You were just too dumb saying that you're embarrass being friends with me JUST BECAUSE I SAY BAD WORDS. Well excuse me Miss-so-konon-innocent, dont tell me you've never even say anything bad? Oh oh, I think you have, bitching about me aint a bad thing to say eh?

Cecilia, you have too much problems in your hand, why dont you just put some of it in your ass?
And next time, could you just grow some balls & say that Im a bitch at MY face.
It amuses me a lot that you wrote it on the wall. People knows Im a superficial bitch, & yeah, just some people know the real you, a low-life bitch.


Stop being so dumb & grow up.

October 11, 2009

Too Out Of Touch, A?

Hello.


I really need to get out of this patient life, & get back on track now. I feel I am becoming so boring and out-of-touch with everything. Life has become so dull, with same boring routines. Nothing to do on my own, lying in bed all day, having medicines, listening to stupid TV & surfing internet all day. I have had so much over dose of all this that nothing interests me anymore. Not even shopping. Very cliche, I know. I really need a change now. I cant even think of what to write here. Its only cribbing and cribbing! I think even my readers are going to stop looking into this blog now.
I want to get out of this bed, dress up well, go out, see things around, do some shopping, go to eat out, hang out with friends.. & lots more!


Everything that I did before this phase.