I still dont know how I feel about him. It hurts my heart when he doesnt answer my phone calls or when he doesnt call me or text me forever.
In other words, I miss you. I wished I could stop the time so I would just be in your arms as long as I could. But yeah, fuck you.
Im in Penang, baby! Penang! HAHA. Its 3.28 in the morning & Im still blogging while listening to Aisha on the phone with her friend. Apparently, the both of us are the only one that are still awake. Oh, surprise surprise, its Ilia Iryani's birthday (!) Lol. If you're wondering who she is, she's my petite-est cousin I've ever had.
Im in Penang, baby! Penang! HAHA. Its 3.28 in the morning & Im still blogging while listening to Aisha on the phone with her friend. Apparently, the both of us are the only one that are still awake. Oh, surprise surprise, its Ilia Iryani's birthday (!) Lol. If you're wondering who she is, she's my petite-est cousin I've ever had.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY SAYANG : )
Anyhow, Uncle Punch & Aunt Iza are planning to go to Langkawi tomorrow to shop & might be celebrating Ilia's birthday there. But I dont think I might be going cause Im having a really bad sore throat & flu, which on raya most of the people that touched me got infected. I got scared to death cause my niece got it too. Sorry Kayla :( & to the people who got it too, except for Adel! You retard. Anyway, most of my cousins wont be going to Langkawi so, I might not go too. Sorry Iliot, we'll celebrate together when you get back (: ♥
When I was on the plane on the way to Penang, there were things that came up my mind. I felt like most of the people that poached my heart are going missing. For example, my so half-retarded-brain, Emylya. I mean, even for a day we're not contacting each other, I think half of my brain is not functioning. Anyway babe, if you're reading this I know its raya & you might be busy helping your mum & all, but I miss you like hell I so need to talk to you as soon as possible. I know that Im in Penang, but school will start soon & hell I cant wait anymore :( Love you.
Sigh. its four already & Im still wide awake, & yes Aisha is also still on the phone -_- Why my phone today so silent! Shit, zzz.
Anyhow, Uncle Punch & Aunt Iza are planning to go to Langkawi tomorrow to shop & might be celebrating Ilia's birthday there. But I dont think I might be going cause Im having a really bad sore throat & flu, which on raya most of the people that touched me got infected. I got scared to death cause my niece got it too. Sorry Kayla :( & to the people who got it too, except for Adel! You retard. Anyway, most of my cousins wont be going to Langkawi so, I might not go too. Sorry Iliot, we'll celebrate together when you get back (: ♥
When I was on the plane on the way to Penang, there were things that came up my mind. I felt like most of the people that poached my heart are going missing. For example, my so half-retarded-brain, Emylya. I mean, even for a day we're not contacting each other, I think half of my brain is not functioning. Anyway babe, if you're reading this I know its raya & you might be busy helping your mum & all, but I miss you like hell I so need to talk to you as soon as possible. I know that Im in Penang, but school will start soon & hell I cant wait anymore :( Love you.
Sigh. its four already & Im still wide awake, & yes Aisha is also still on the phone -_- Why my phone today so silent! Shit, zzz.
Wan Adib, if you're reading this too, I want you to know that Im sorry as hell & I would do anything to make you forgive me.
Stevie Wonder makes me wonder.
Stevie Wonder makes me wonder.
