
I cant believe that this is actually happening.
Rauf has texted me. After few months of avoiding each other, he has finally spoken up. I am, define speechless. But I just somehow cant put the feeling I have right now in words. Im not happy, excited, disappointed nor frustrated, but its all of a sudden. Oh gee, Im sorry if this post bores you, but I somehow feel, urgh (!) OHHHHHMYGOD LAH. He confuses me.
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I shall now stop talking about him, since duh, Im just too paranoid.Anyhow, since Indah's back from Australia, I spent my weekend at her house. & I thought that it would be you know, the best of the best. But it seems no. After fucking nine months not meeting each other, she gave me the expression with no excitement. I can still remember every detail how she looked at me through the huge mirror opposite the entrance of the house. Usually she would get all excited & jumping all around, hugging me tight. But all I got was a 'Oh hey'. I knew something was wrong days before she flew off to Australia. But what the heck.
By the way, I would like to mm, apologize to Sonia, for something, & as the other day after an open house, Anuar drove us to Sonia's house & Fariz, (Fariz is Indah's brother. We had bad history on a road trip, so I guess thts the answer of why he hates me so much until now) he sort of pissed me off & I burst into tears. Real bad. I actually regretted crying HAHA.
On Saturday, I hit Sunway with some friends. I got to reunite with Zaki (!) That annoying piece of electric hair, I've miss him badly. Indah & Naem made me go fatal awe, they were the sweetest thing, aww aww. Thanks to muah for introducing them. Im such a cupid (stupid), LMFAO. We went for bowling which I didnt play because I was wearing a mini dress, malu hehe. Oh oh, not to forget something thats actually stupid happened the same day. Nadiah wasted 84 bucks for an Hindi movie thanks to Anuar! HAHA. It was extremely boring, no offense to all Indians, but that movie was such bullshit that Im still figuring out why he suggest us to watch? We thought we were in a wrong cinema, but sadly, no -.- Not even until half of the movie, Nadiah & I left the cinema, & no duh, shopping of course : )
Well now, let the pictures do the talking, hurrah!